You know how Taylor Swift gets to be a showgirl? She was intentional about the album cover and all that jazz...I didn't mean to start out as a f*ckg*rl. I'm actually quite the opposite in almost all the ways someone could be. Even the men on the roster, I'm not sure they'd label be a f-girl but I think it's what I've become... but now the habit has become extraordinarily hard to shake.
Yea, I'm middle-aged and I've obtained f*ckg*rl status. It's not nearly as glamorous or awesome as Taylor Swift's showgirl. I'd much rather prance around in feathers and a diamond bra (although idk who would want to see my middle-aged ass 😂).
What exactly is a f-girl? It's not something to brag about although apparently they aren't very common (especially at my age). Usually we hear about the f-boys... younger, shallow "Chads" out for you-know-what. They are the players, alphas, can't commit, yada yada yada. F-girls get the added descriptions of "savage", "money hungry", maybe even "dominant".
I'm definitely none of the above... although I've had to learn how to be "savage" to fend off some of these awful men.. and I'll give attitude back if I get attitude (and I get LOTS OF ATTITUDE). I'm not "savage" in the sense of traditional f-girls though.. these girls are usually "savage" in how they are calculating and using others for their resources. I was rarely even taken out to dinner.
I definitely didn't start out with the intention to become a f-girl. I started out wanting one guy... but now I have too many to count. Maybe there's a middle-aged descriptor for me that's not actually a f-girl? Has anyone experienced this?! I hope it's not just me.
Anyways, I thought I'd introduce myself and my pseudonym, Rosé (yup I like Blackpink too!). You'll hear my stories over the next few weeks-months.
I'm not sure how much I will share because frankly, it's embarrassing and the entire thing sucked... but I've been told that my "adventures" are interesting and thought-provoking.
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